Right now, I'm in the middle of my exam week. Just today, I'd say I had the toughest paper for this semester. Toughest, in the sense that, lecturer's not helping much, slides were confusing me even more, and honestly I don't even know what I did this whole semester. In a blink of an eye, I'm going home this weekend. o.o It's funny how things turned out, after watching many episodes of How I Met Your Mother, yes, I can rewatch it thousands of times, this episode just got me thinking like, how did I get here? If you asked me 5 years ago, where do I see myself in the next 5 years? I'd honestly tell you I don't know. 5 years ago, I had no idea what I wanted to do in life, having no distinct preferred interest or exceptional abilities in anything at all, I was a mere.. mediocrity. *.* Even though I just read this article on how being mediocre is totally fine, it still gets to you, you know? I wanted so many things; art, engineer, science, medicine, you name it and I can imagine myself being one. But now in this moment of time, I'm in the path of becoming a Social Scientist. Have you heard of it before? I sure haven't heard of it before, 5 years ago. Thing is, I love what I'm doing and it gives me this passion to look up to my lecturers who have knowledge that knows no horizon. ahaha.

Just.. Where am I headed to in 5 more years? Am I even gonna have a job? What do Social Scientists  even do? T_______T When I look at people my age that has accomplished so much more in life, it really makes me wonder what have I been doing my entire life? I'm 22 this year; so that's 22 years of......? I wouldn't say I'm not happy with where I am right now, but, seriously, I envy those people who knows exactly what they want to do with their lives and work their asses for it.