This has got to be one of the lowest moments in my life, not getting what I expect to get. My results are actually not bad, it's just not good enough. Lol, yeah, I guess I push myself too much sometimes. I just keep thinking, damn, I've spent almost two years studying for this exam, and all I could do was this? REALLY? Is that all I've got? I can't say that I could've done MUCH better if I actually put all my effort in it, it's just that I know I did study, but one time or other, I did give up many many times cuz there were so much to study and so little time to spare. Admission to private unis should be no problem, most of them only require a 2.5 CGPA, which I definitely exceeded! :P
But public unis, I don't know you know, I definitely can get in, but will it be a good public U? Will I get the course I want? Well, the answer is probably 80% no. I guess whatever it is, I'm just really thankful to have my friends that try to cheer me up and compare my results to some other more unfortunate ones to console me. But I've never really cared about what other people get, as long as I don't satisfy myself, it doesn't matter if everybody else failed. Anyway, thanks to all my friends that stood by me all these while and getting all concerned bout how I did. Appreciate it so much, cuz I feel so loved. :) Thanks to my boyfriend that have spent endless amounts of time trying to get me to understand all the concepts cuz I'm honestly not that smart haha. I'm really proud of him though, he SCOREDDDD yeahhhh! No thanks to friends that gloated and boasted, it's just not funny man. STPM is no joke and I do not deserve to be insulted that way. -.- Guess what though? This will just push me to work even harder than ever, cuz everything happens for a reason, and I'm just meant to do bigger things. =)