Yesterday could be the day that determine the path of my life; the best of it or the worst of it. Of course I do hope that it is for the best. I had a conversation with this dude, my kindergarten teacher's son, lol cool eh, that also happens to be an education counsellor. Well, I've been pretty lost on what i'm gonna be when i grow up because this is the decision that will decide how my life is gonna be. It's not as easy as when your aunty asked you when you were little, 'hey, cutie, whaddya wanna be when ya grow up?' without hesitation, you answer,' A teacher!' with that big proud smile of yours that could light up the world. If you take a look at my choices.. sighhh its pretty darn confusing.
Architecture.
I've always found buildings cool and stuff, and maybe i thought, hey why not an architect? then i worry about the creative part of me. and then this dude explained to me that architecture is not about creativity, it's about technical stuff. like, physics. and some of the stuff that u draw, might not even be accomplished in your a few yrs, due to the lack of technology. well.. i thought about it, it's not so fun after all you knoww.. and.. its like a serious profession, like your building might kill millions of people or not. it's a big job. lol. then i asked him bout interior design.. he said, this is more on creativity, cuz there really is no physics in whether if you put your sofa here or there it might kill millions of people or not. so i'm like.. oh.. wow, cool. haha. XD

Early Childhood Education.
Well, if i got into this, i might be a kindergarten teacher of some sort. and i like teaching and kids.. but.. my mum said.. there aint a lot of prospect in this. and im not sure bout.. what this course could offer me. And this dude, well, he didnt encourage me to go into this either. cuz in malaysia, this kinda thingy is more home based. it's not seen as a profession and i might die or rot slowly to my death after my graduation. hmmm.

Journalism.
i guess it's back to square one. I like journalism. and.. from what he explained, about developing my own style of writing and all.. i'm very interested. i like to write, though maybe not as powerful as pei li or tania and eureka, i was thinking.. that could be developed. and cuz i like teaching, this is another form of teaching, in writing. which is cooooool. hehe. and.. my mum keeps convincing me that it suits me and all.. so.. i'm finally gonna go into mass communication. which will then lead me to journalism. =) I hope that this is my final decision and ill like what i'm gonna learn in life. weeeeeeeee~

this dude is, Andy. thanks.