If this is self-pitying, then fine. I am self-pitying.
I hate this kind of act, but since everybody else is doing it, I'm doing it too.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONGGGGGGGGGGG?~?!?!?!?!?!?!??!
haih.. I am truly disapppointed..
it's like you don't understand me anymore.
yes, I may be ridiculous most of the times, but isn't it out of love?
you may say things that don't matter much to you,
but to me, it hurts like crap.
yes again, blame me for being hyper sensitive.
but this is how i am when im with you.
I care.

haihhhhhhhhh.. dowan type ad la. dam stupid crap la self pitying. i hate this. -.-